Pioneer Mind

It’s 1am, Saturday, 27th of December 2008. I’m lying in my bed with my Dell Inspiron, writing this post to my blog. But wait, there is something wrong. Something is definitely wrong with me. A kind of feeling. An awful one. Oh, thousands of blistering barnacles, I’m feeling wasting my time! I’m started thinking that my whole life was a loss. Every day passes, hours, minutes, seconds, I believe more that I’m not who I was supposed to be. I waste my time spending for wrong people, doing wrong things. I feel lost, Among these people, daily errands. Sleeping, waking up, eating, going to work, thinking to people who don’t worth thinking about, suffering by my miserable life and this loop repeats every day. People may laugh after reading this post, but I think it’s time to move my ass to do more valuable things. I’m not a religious man as well as I don’t believe life after death, but I do believe the moment of death. Actually, at that moment, I would certainly prefer a smile on my face rather than being regretful for my life.

It’s time to make a great move!

My blog has a rather funny story. A friend of mine, once was an editor of an internal university magazine called ‘Pishro’. Which in Farsi means Pioneer. I decided to give her a gift. I mean a blog so that she and I can have a new magazine called ‘Pioneer Mind’. I thought this way I would remind her of the beautiful memories that once she had.

But fortunately or unfortunately, it seems there had been some misunderstandings which resulted in new decisions. So i decided to make it my own blog and write my own posts. It was not a bad event in my life because it made me to buy a server, learned to install squid, bind and etc. Now i can use ssh tunneling to pass filtering :P.

Thank you very much Miss.Fakhari.